Goodbye Letter

So what are you guys thoughts about writing a “goodbye” letter to a parent who is not and has never really been active in your life?

Let me tell ya bout my bestfriend

“Let me tellllll ya bout my bestfriend….”

Except I do not have one. I have been best “friendless” for years. I don’t know if it is me, or if it is life. I don’t know what makes life turn in general lately.

We lost Jane…from my previous post. My wife’s Aunt Jane. We packed out a small town elementary gym and celebrated her life today. We spent several days before she passed on March 28th, 2017. We talked and laughed and cried. I watched people come and go and the family had their bestfriends around night and day helping and loving.

I guess when I was younger I thought I would have my bestfriends my whole life. I thought that it was like a marriage, you commit…you stay…thick and thin. But I guess it isn’t.

I feel lost by that. My wife is my bestfriend and I have no concerns she will ever go away …

fuck. i just miss having a best friend.